Amissa Iuuentute

By: Deer OnMoon

When you find something that holds you, 
No matter how heavy you stay , with all the worries you carry. 
Holds your hand, 
stares into your eyes and smiles. 
You play , 
you feel,
you allow…
you allow tenderness to caress your weakness , 
let fear play along side with love. 
You believe lies and you forget regrets. 
You learn to be fragile,
because you trust.
And when you trust you are happy.

But remember you are also weak, weak to the knees.
Breakable…
but happy.

When you find something that holds you, 

No matter how heavy you stay , with all the worries you carry. 

Holds your hand, 

stares into your eyes and smiles. 

You play , 

you feel,

you allow…

you allow tenderness to caress your weakness , 

let fear play along side with love. 

You believe lies and you forget regrets. 

You learn to be fragile,

because you trust.

And when you trust you are happy.

But remember you are also weak, weak to the knees.

Breakable…

but happy.

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At night when i go to sleep…
At night in my silly dreams… 
Everything, 
is easy.
Everything happens, 
as it should…
and everything I wish for,
from you…
happens,
X 2.
You talk,
you smile,
you touch,
you hold on to me.
You see,
you hear, 
you breath,
you lay next to me.
I always wakeup not sad,
not happy,
but driven crazy towards you. 
But every time I try…
every time I say something…
you give me no choice but to walk away…
Please dont come out in a full moon or two,
just to haunt me and drag me back to the booze. 
Fuck me…Love me…or leave…Please.

At night when i go to sleep…

At night in my silly dreams… 

Everything, 

is easy.

Everything happens, 

as it should…

and everything I wish for,

from you…

happens,

X 2.

You talk,

you smile,

you touch,

you hold on to me.

You see,

you hear, 

you breath,

you lay next to me.

I always wakeup not sad,

not happy,

but driven crazy towards you. 

But every time I try…

every time I say something…

you give me no choice but to walk away…

Please dont come out in a full moon or two,

just to haunt me and drag me back to the booze. 

Fuck me…Love me…or leave…Please.

Et toi, tu veux quoi en fait? T’es impossible, j’arrive pas a comprendre si tu m’aime bien ou si tu me déteste. 
What is it that you want form me? 
I ask you not because you try to take it but because you always act up to the perfect moment just before your eyes turn away to ignore me. 
I wait and I see you see me, I know its not just a thing I made up. I hope and I beg the stars to not make fun of me as they have done multiple times before. 
What do you want me to say? what would make you happy?… If I say ill leave you you do not respond but you always come around and remind me you are not gone. 
When I speak I try to remain cold because you aim at me with the sharpest arrows. Any moment I question your questions you run away. And when I see you in my memories I wish I could pretend. 
Pretend I didn’t ruin everything and pretend I did not push you away with my strange ways.
What I call romance and what I call love , you seem to not know it and you seem to be lost.

Et toi, tu veux quoi en fait? T’es impossible, j’arrive pas a comprendre si tu m’aime bien ou si tu me déteste.

What is it that you want form me?

I ask you not because you try to take it but because you always act up to the perfect moment just before your eyes turn away to ignore me.

I wait and I see you see me, I know its not just a thing I made up. I hope and I beg the stars to not make fun of me as they have done multiple times before.

What do you want me to say? what would make you happy?… If I say ill leave you you do not respond but you always come around and remind me you are not gone.

When I speak I try to remain cold because you aim at me with the sharpest arrows. Any moment I question your questions you run away. And when I see you in my memories I wish I could pretend.

Pretend I didn’t ruin everything and pretend I did not push you away with my strange ways.

What I call romance and what I call love , you seem to not know it and you seem to be lost.

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Death to all romantics!
Death,
to you.
Death,
to me.
Death to all the times before,
not from you ,
but the times, 
it was HE.
Death,
I shout out death!
To unseen wrinkles on my knees, 
un heard cracks on my ribs.
Death to be together or death to be free. 
Death the only color darker than our dumb clothes, 
black,
its cool,
we think. 
Drag me death, as i can not be.
Not here, 
no,
i can not be. 
When Death I wish you, 
Death may be, 
the only thing easier.
Easier Death than to let you be, 
To go,
not stay, 
to lie, 
to fade, 
Death to romantics !
Death to me?

Death to all romantics!

Death,

to you.

Death,

to me.

Death to all the times before,

not from you ,

but the times, 

it was HE.

Death,

I shout out death!

To unseen wrinkles on my knees, 

un heard cracks on my ribs.

Death to be together or death to be free. 

Death the only color darker than our dumb clothes, 

black,

its cool,

we think. 

Drag me death, as i can not be.

Not here, 

no,

i can not be. 

When Death I wish you, 

Death may be, 

the only thing easier.

Easier Death than to let you be, 

To go,

not stay, 

to lie, 

to fade, 

Death to romantics !

Death to me?

I want to wear all black with you,
Wear long black shirts that fit us both. 
I can wear them in the morning and you can have them in the afternoon.
I want to wear all black with you, 
Wear it in winter and in summer, 
In your bed and in mine. 
All black. 
I want to wear all black with your ,
Making breakfast ,
eating lunch, 
with my glasses on,
with my panties off,
with my hands around you, 
and with your hands around me. 
I want to wear all black with you, 
I think your cool. 
I think your cool and black suits you. 
I want to wear all black with you.
I think ,
Behind those eyes
I think,
theres someone begging for someone to cry.
I think you and I,
I think hold me tight.
I think so much at night.
I think beyond what seems to be right.
I get on my knees and,
I think somehow they will listen. 
I paint my lips,
in order to please them.
I think you and I,
I think it could be a crime.
I think you and I, 
I think we should.
Babe,
we should try.

I think ,

Behind those eyes

I think,

theres someone begging for someone to cry.

I think you and I,

I think hold me tight.

I think so much at night.

I think beyond what seems to be right.

I get on my knees and,

I think somehow they will listen. 

I paint my lips,

in order to please them.

I think you and I,

I think it could be a crime.

I think you and I, 

I think we should.

Babe,

we should try.

flirtcult:

I sniffed you out of the deep woods.
I saw the red fur,
And then I knew.
In between the dark greens and the cold wind.
I sensed you.
I could not hear the howling clearly,
It sounded like you wanted to heal me,
Bite me I pleaded.
Yo have a bruise that would last a little longer, when you fled.
To see that oil spill in my vains.
I sniffed you, because I smell the shame.
I want to release you,
But I want you to stay.